**Disclaimer: I own nothing; everything belongs to the wonderful J. K.
Rowling.
_______________________________________________________________
Chapter 17:
As it always
seemed to do so when Draco was involved, Hermione found that time seemed to have
quite suddenly stopped, as she stood wrapped up in him.
Her head rested against his chest and she found that a distant part of
her mind was aimlessly counting his heartbeats.
His chest rose and fell as he breathed but still Hermione could have
sworn that they existed together like this only in a single second of time. Draco’s hand was entwined in her hair. She became aware of him gently tugging curl after curl as his
fingers tried to bury themselves deeper in the coiled mass that shrouded her
head. He pulled her closer to him
as if trying to take in as much of her as possible, as if he didn’t intend on
letting her go. Hermione was
suddenly afraid, illogically afraid, uncontrollably afraid.
She struggled out of Draco’s arms and sprinted past him.
He reached out to her but he had been taken by surprise and he didn’t
act in time. She was already out
the door and running towards the steps.
“Hermione”
he called, but she didn’t stop.
She didn’t
stop until she reached the great hall. Lunch
was about to be served and Hermione found herself out of breath anyway.
Her lungs ached and her feet were sore, she doubted that she had ever run
so much in her life. Down stairs,
up stairs, through long corridors, dodging happily oblivious students.
Hermione walked
into the hall and headed towards the Gryffindor table.
Ron and Harry were already there. She
looked at the empty place that rested by them longingly before turning to sit by
herself at the end of the table. Hermione
tried not to notice as Seamus settled himself in what used to be her seat.
And not for the last time, Hermione found herself painfully replaying it
all.
That had been a
wretched day. As if Draco’s cruel words hadn’t been enough, Ron’s
accusing face, and Harry’s look of betrayal had been the icing on the cake.
There had been disbelief of course.
Her friends had both decided that there was no possible way that what
Malfoy had insinuated could be true. They
followed her back to the common room. The
confrontation there had been remarkably unpleasant.
She couldn’t bring herself to lie to them.
They were more important to her than just about anything else in the
entire world. Hermione might omit
things and gloss over small details, but she would never lie.
Not that Harry and Ron had appreciated her honesty.
In their minds she had committed a cardinal sin.
And now she was doing penance, waiting for their forgiveness.
Hermione
dejectedly buttered a piece of bread and glared crossly down at her plate.
She knew what they were waiting for, Harry and Ron, they wanted her to
tell them that she hated him. That
Draco was nothing to her and that Ron was right, she must have been out of her
mind. But Hermione wouldn’t.
She wouldn’t tell them that she hated Draco simply because she
didn’t. In fact, Hermione was
beginning to think that she might be feeling the opposite.
Not to say that she loved Draco, he was too much of a prat for that.
But Hermione was beginning to accept the fact that she did care for him,
even when he was being his usual, hateful self.
And that is what scared her more than anything else.
“Hermione?”
The voice cut
through her reverie and Hermione looked up.
Harry was sitting down next to her and Ron had just settled himself
across the table from her. Her
immediate response was a rush of relief and a glowing sense of delight.
But it only took one hard look at Ron’s face for all of his cruel words
to erase any smile that might have been struggling onto her face. Hermione frowned darkly.
“Oh hullo
Ron, thought of something even nastier to call me?
Want to give it a try? See
if you can make me cry?” She
snapped at Ron remembering the colorful language that he used the other day
concerning her.
“Hermione,”
Harry interceded, “We’re just worried about you.
You know that. Ron and I
just have a hard time understanding how you could have forgotten all the things
that he’s done. I mean, he’s
always been horrible to all of us.”
“Harry, I
know that, I do. It isn’t as
though I’ve forgotten,” Hermione’s
voice grew quiet, “the past just doesn’t seem to matter that much to me
now.”
“You
like him? Really?
It’s Malfoy, I didn’t even think his mother liked him.”
Harry looked perplexed.
“I
don’t know Harry. I know that
it’s not the answer you want, but I simply don’t know.”
Ron
coughed lightly but Hermione thought that it might have been covering a snicker.
She glared at him coldly and he reddened.
“And
what about you Ron? What do you
have to say?” She asked him
sharply.
Ron
muttered something unintelligible and looked away from her.
There was an awkward silence as Hermione tried to piece together what Ron
had said. There was a loud sigh and
Ginny sat down next to her brother. She
had just come in for lunch and still had her school bag on her shoulder.
“Here
Hermione let me, I speak Weasley.” Ginny
surveyed her brother for a moment before turning back to Hermione.
“My extremely articulate brother is trying to apologize for calling you
ghastly names the other day. Anything
else Ron?”
Ron glared at
his sister but Hermione couldn’t help but notice that the tips of his ears
were turning pink. Next to her, Hermione could tell that Harry was trying not to
laugh.
“Really
Ron?” Hermione asked, “are you
really sorry?”
Again Ron
mumbled something that left both Hermione and Harry puzzled.
Ginny cleared her voice and began translating.
“Ron says
that you should be sorry too. Taking
up with that prat Malfoy. And he
also wants you to know that back at the Burrow he sleeps with an enchanted
night-lig…”
“That’s
enough Gin, blimey, I don’t go telling people about your collection of ‘Teen
Wizard Dolls’”. Ron cut in.
Ginny flushed
and Hermione and Harry broke into laughter.
And quite suddenly, everything was back to the way it should be.
An unspoken agreement to leave things, well, unspoken had occurred
between the three of them and Hermione found herself very happy to have it so.
They spent the rest of their meal discussing the magical properties of
the modern magical night light. Hermione
was even bold enough to ask Ron where one might purchase such a thing.
Lunch seemed to
end earlier than Hermione would have liked.
They started back to class but Hermione couldn’t help but feel that she
had left something unfinished. She
followed Harry and Ron to their next class but she couldn’t drown out the
nagging feeling. The worst thing about it was that she knew exactly what was
nibbling on the back her mind, Draco and the library. She should still be angry with him, she should still be
furious over what he had told Harry and Ron, but she wasn’t. Even though he hadn’t apologized to her, she had already
forgiven him. Hermione found that
she had forgiven him the moment that he touched her cheek, the moment that she
really looked at him.
Hermione
stopped, Ron and Harry didn’t notice, they were energetically discussing
Quidditch. There was no reason to
think that he would still be there, but Hermione couldn’t hush the irrational
side of her mind that insisted that Draco would still be in the library.
She had already turned around and was heading towards the nearest
staircase before her mind was officially decided.
Sprinting back through the halls, she tried not to think about what she
was doing. Hermione tried not to
let herself think of him. Hermione
knew that she would lose her nerve if she let him occupy her mind.
But it was extremely hard to not think of Draco especially when she was
going to him. She kept seeing him
in her mind in all of his various forms’, which never failed to bewilder her.
Draco hurt and angry, lashing out at her or even more confusing, the
Draco that seemed to care. With her friendship with Harry and Ron seemingly repaired,
she found that there was little left to distract her. Hermione felt very faint, part of her longed to just turn
back and find Harry and Ron, to go to her table in class and finally erase Draco
from her mind. But Hermione knew
quite abruptly that she enjoyed having him in her life and she wouldn’t be the
same without him.
It
seemed as though she reached their room faster now than when she had escaped
from it earlier. She threw open the door and looked around, but it was empty.
Hermione pulled the door shut behind her and stared dejectedly around
herself. He wasn’t here.
She sighed gloomily, what had she expected anyway?
Hermione had
just come to the decision to go to class and apologize to Professor Sprout for
being late when the door opened. Draco
stepped in reading from a large book. He
looked up in surprise at her. His
expression immediately turned sour.
“You came
back Granger?” H drawled nastily,
“what Potter and Weasley…”
But before he
could continue, before he could think up some insult, before she could Professor
Sprout another thought, Hermione threw her arms around his neck and kissed him
hard. Draco was so startled that
the book fell from his hands. He
was only momentarily stunned, however, and before she could lose her nerve and
pull back he wrapped one arm around her while the other felt for the door behind
him and he pulled it shut. After a
moment he broke the kiss and looked at her, they were so close that she could
still feel his breath upon her cheek as he breathed irregularly.
“You came
back,” he said again except this time there was no hint of malice and his
voice even held a hint of awe.
“I, well, I
mean we, I wanted to work on some of the charts.”
Hermione managed to whisper as a bright blush snuck up her cheeks.
Draco, who had
certainly noticed the rosy tint that Hermione’s face had taken grinned slyly,
“you wanted to work on Arithmancy?”
He leaned
towards her and let his lips brush her ear.
Hermione felt suddenly lightheaded and gripped Draco’s arm for support.
He laughed gently and kissed her again.
Hermione sighed happily when his lips touched hers.
They were caught up in a sudden wave of feeling and emotion, so caught up
that they didn’t hear the door open behind them, or realize that they were no
longer alone in the room until a sound like someone shuffling old, dried papers
together made them spring apart.
“He…Headmaster.”
Draco gasped weakly.
“My apologies
for interrupting but I seem to have a bit of a cold.”
Dumbledore said smiling as he coughed again.
Draco turned to
Hermione but she was standing as if petrified, her hand clapped over her mouth
and her face ashen white.
“Headmaster
Dumbledore,” Draco deftly stepped in front of Hermione, “It’s wasn’t
Hermione’s fault, I kissed her.”
“I may be
past my youth Mister Malfoy, but I’m certainly not that old.
You both looked equally invested just a moment ago.”
Hermione made a
strangled whimpering sound. She
found that she was completely unable to move or talk.
She had just been caught doing something illicit by a faculty member, and
not just anyone, the Headmaster.
“Now, now Ms.
Granger,” Dumbledore stepped around Draco and gently took Hermione’s arm and
led her to a chair. “Try not to look too stricken.
Professor Vector might not think her two best students capable of any
escapades but I am well aware that the students…well the students will be
students.”
Draco starred
at the Headmaster hard and then looked at Hermione.
She was still in a state of terrified shock but she understood what
Draco’s eyes were asking and she nodded her head as if to agree that yes,
Professor Dumbledore has officially gone crazy.
“The reason
that I came here today was because I bumped into Professor Vector earlier today
after lunch and she mentioned the wonderful amount of work that the two of you
have done. I decided to come and
see for myself.”
Hermione tried
to swallow but found that her throat had completely closed up.
Her hands were clenched together so tightly that her fingers began to
turn white and if Draco hadn’t noticed and pulled them apart when the
Headmaster had his back to them, her fingernails would probably have pierced her
skin.
The
headmaster was busy shuffling through the stacks of notes and translated pieces
of text, an amused smile still on his face.
“Fascinating,” he whispered to himself, deeply lost in thought.
“Professor?”
Hermione was finally able to whisper.
“This might
prove even more useful than I had previously thought,” The Headmaster mused
more to himself than to either of them.
Hermione looked
at Draco and their eyes met again. She
shrugged. Professor Dumbledore continued to look through their work for
several minutes without saying anything. He
seemed particularly interested in the old journals.
Every once in a while he would mutter something under his breath as he
flipped through the ancient pages. He
finally put down their translation key which he had been pouring over and turned
to them.
“You have
both done an excellent job. I am
very pleased as is Professor Vector, but your work isn’t over yet.”
The Headmaster pulled something out of a pocket in his deep purple robe.
He glanced down at the strange circular piece of metal that hung from a
chain, swirling colors spun quickly around in circles inside of small stone set
on one side. “Ahh, is it four
o’clock already? Well I must bid
the two of you a good afternoon.” And
with that the Headmaster smiled at both of them and then left the room.
For what seemed
like the first time since the Headmaster had entered the room, Hermione let out
a long, ragged breath and sunk deep into her chair.
She closed her eyes and wished very, very hard that the preceding events
hadn’t actually happened, that she was just going crazy.
That maybe she had eaten something funny at lunch, not that House Elves
ever cooked anything that was ‘funny’.
She opened her eyes again. Draco
was sitting across the table from her, watching, a worried expression on his
face.
“I think
I’m going to be sick,” she whispered finally.
“Well it’s
not that bad, he didn’t seem upset, didn’t take any house points.
We didn’t even get a detention. You
should see how badly McGonagall reacts. Snape
can be pretty brutal about it as well. Not
that I know from experience of course.” Draco
added quickly as Hermione shot him a withering glare.
“Not that
bad? Not that bad!
Are you insane?” Hermione
stood up abruptly and started pacing the room.
“We were caught by the Headmaster.
The Headmaster!” Hermione
sat down again on a bench by the window.
Draco
immediately joined her there, an apprehensive look still in his eyes.
“It’ll be all right, I promise Hermione.”
She looked up at him. “He
already knew about us.”
“What do you
mean; he already knew?” Hermione
asked, a dangerous note in her voice.
“I don’t
know how he knew, but he did. I
swear, that old coot has spies.” Draco
added vehemently.
“Don’t talk
about him like that!” Hermione said with disapproval, “he’s the Headmaster!
Not to mention an awfully powerful wizard.”
Draco looked
away from her and stared out the window. Hermione
glanced at it as well. The pane was
still covered with a thick layer of frost but the warmth of the sun had started
to melt away the ice. Through it
Hermione thought that she could see the forest.
It was covered with a thick mantle of snow.
Through her embarrassment, Hermione felt a bothersome sensation. There was something that she just wasn’t thinking about.
Something important. Hermione
glared hard at the window trying to think of what it could be.
“What was he
talking about?” she asked Draco finally.
“What?
What was who talking about?”
“Professor
Dumbledore, what was he talking about? Why
does he think our work will be helpful?”
Hermione looked at the table strewn with charts and books.
“I don’t
know,” Draco seemed to be fighting back a yawn; the brush with authority was
obviously not weighing on his mind. “Maybe
he can use information on flobberworm reproduction and the number sphere.
Or perhaps that half-giant friend of yours could use it. He seems to like those slimy little slugs.”
“This is
serious Draco.” Hermione told
him. She stood up and walked to the
table, she lifted one of the old journals and studied the cover.
“These are important, they must be.”
Draco rolled his eyes, but Hermione was nonplussed.
“We haven’t gone through many of them, you’ve only translated a few
pages of this book. Who knows what
is in here.”
Draco
sighed,” You’re going to want to stay here all night, aren’t you?”
Hermione nodded
without looking up. She sat down at
the table, her hands busily flipping through the book.
“Fine, I’m
going to go get some provisions from the kitchen then.”
Hermione’s
eyes barely even left the page as Draco exited the room.
She decided that the first thing to do would be to read what Draco had
already translated, he might have missed something, some hint of what they were
really all about. So far the book
seemed to contain nothing but personal thoughts and dictations.
She began to read Draco’s notes. He
had several pages done but as she continued reading, Hermione discovered that
one page seemed to be missing. She
sighed and started to look through the piles of paper that littered the desk.
Hermione was just beginning to feel very frustrated when she noticed a
telltale piece of parchment under the table.
She dropped to her knees and picked it up.
The same neat print in a matching color stared back up at her.
Hermione stood up triumphantly and accidently knocked one of the journals
off the edge of the table.
It landed near
the fireplace and fell open. Hermione
leaned down to pick it up. The same
lines of numbers were strewn across its pages, but there was something else as
well. As she lifted the book the reflected firelight seemed to
suddenly shift and Hermione noticed for the first time a small ink picture in
the bottom corner. She sat back at
the table and searched out the small magnifying glass that they had been using
to aid them in deciphering the tiny script.
Hermione leaned towards the book and examined the little drawing
carefully, it seemed to be an emblem of some sort.
It was old and smudged, but she could make out what appeared to be a
seated dragon with its wings spread. Hermione’s
forehead crinkled and she frowned in thought.
This picture was familiar, she could swear that she had seen it
somewhere.
Hermione took
out a piece of parchment and quickly copied the picture as best she could.
She stayed only long enough to mark the page in the book before she left
their room and began searching through the stacks.
There wasn’t anything in Ancient Arithmancists, A Magical
Past, or A Wizard’s Book of Iconography.
After a while Hermione sat down at one of the tables and stared blankly
at the wall trying to will the knowledge of why a tiny dragon was familiar to
her back into her head. As she sat
thinking, a group of Hufflepuff seventh years walked past her table.
“Yeah,
Mum’s not too keen on my becoming an auror, but what with Ced dying last year,
I think that it’s only proper.” A
sandy-haired boy was saying.
“Oooh, but
isn’t it awfully dangerous?” One
of the others asked breathlessly as they turned a corner and disappeared from
sight.
The voices
faded completely a moment later and Hermione was left sitting by herself.
A sudden gleam seemed to come into her eyes and she stood up quickly and
rushed off down a corresponding path. It
only took her a minute to find the appropriate shelf, after all, Hermione did
know the library by heart. Another
second of near frantic searching as she studied book titles, and then she had
it. Magical Law Enforcement: Past, Present, & Future. She walked back to their room deeply involved in the book.
She sat back down in her chair and didn’t even notice that she had left
the door open. Draco appeared in it
an instant later, his book bag full from the kitchens.
He glanced at the open door wonderingly before he came in.
“Hermione?”
He asked as he came to the table.
She looked up
at him, her eyes bright with excitement, “Draco, I found something.”