Chapter 20: The Way the World Works
It's
funny really, the way the world works. Hermione had spent almost nine years of
her life living rather dangerously. Life threatening occurrences were par for
the course when one was best friends with Harry Potter. Along with Ron, the
three of them had always running off into the maw of almost certain death and
had thus far come back relatively unscathed. Sure, she had been petrified in her
second year, and the memory of that polyjuice catastrophe was never far from her
mind. But all in all, Hermione had been extremely fortunate. This type of luck
leads one, unsurprisingly, to a false sense of security. Needless to say, it
came as quite a shock when she nearly died.
There was pain. Sharp and
burning, it was the first thing that Hermione knew when she woke up. The ache
muddled her thoughts. She was on fire. A distant part of her mind, the most
coherent, tried unsuccessfully to remember why she hurt. It hurt to swallow. It
hurt to breathe. Pain overrode every sense that she had. Her ears rang shrilly.
Her nose burned with every thready intake of breath. Her skin felt tight and
thin as if she had spent too much time in the sun. Her mouth was hot, dry, and
swollen. Hermione tried to swallow and moaned.
"Hermione?" A panicked
voice called from far away. "Hermione, can you hear me?"
Hermione struggled to open her
eyes the pleading in the distant voice urging her on. She finally managed to
open eyes that were so bloodshot it was hard to determine where exactly her
irises began.
So bright. The world was so
bright. Glittering white walls reflected sunlight back upon her in dizzying
waves. Hermione wanted to close her eyes again but before she could a familiar
set of eyes met hers.
"M...M..." Hermione
tried to speak through cracked lips.
"You're awake." Her
mother whispered, her glistening eyes filling up with tears. "She's awake.
Oh thank God, she's awake."
Hermione wanted to ask what was
going on. She wanted to know why she hurt. She wanted to know why her mother
looked like she had been crying for hours. But all that passed from her parched
lips was a gurgle followed by a racking cough that forced blood up her throat,
stinging the insides of her mouth with its metallic tang.
A hand was on her back, causing
her to whimper in pain as it pressed against the painfully sensitive skin there.
But the hand didn't move. Instead it pushed her forward, forcing her to sit up.
Hermione would have struggled against the hand if she had the strength. A glass
was pushed against her aching lips. Hermione greedily accepted it, hoping to
cool the inside of her throat, which felt as dry as if she had gone her whole
life without water.
But there wasn't water in the
glass. Instead a strong smelling potion scalded her. Hermione could hear
screaming so shrill that it hurt her ears. Her screaming. Somewhere beyond the
periphery of what her eyes could focus on Hermione could hear her mother
sobbing.
"Please, Ms. Granger, you
have to drink." They were such kind words from the one who was causing her
pain.
Her eyes searched desperately
for her attacker, for the speaker, and then she could see Headmaster Dumbledore.
He held the glass in one hand while the other kept her upright.
"I know that it hurts, but
you must drink." He said bringing the glass back to her lips.
She was too tired to fight him.
The fiery liquid poured, unhindered, down her throat in agonizing swallows.
Tears leaked down her cheeks in hot rivulets, the salt cracking the already
dehydrated skin.
Hermione drank it all, despite
the pain. As Dumbledore lowered her back down, Hermione's eyes closed. Tight
hands gripped her shoulders. The pain was initially fierce but faded as the she
began to lose consciousness.
"Don't close your eyes,
Hermione, please." Her mother's voice was screaming desperately.
"Hermione, darling, please..."
When she woke again, the room
was dark, but she wasn't alone. Shadowy figures that she couldn't quite see
hovered near the foot of the bed, talking in whispered voices that made her head
pound.
"Ha..." She managed to
force out.
The figures both jumped in
surprise before rushing to her side.
"Hermione, can you hear
me?" A hand took hers carefully.
The touch hurt but it was
comforting and gentle.
"R...Ron?" She
whispered, her throat aching.
"Quick, Harry, before she
goes out again." Ron said loudly.
Her vision trembled at the
decibel of his voice. Hermione blinked her eyes slowly trying to force them to
be steady.
Hands were slipping underneath
her. Hoisting her up in what was probably a most careful manner.
"N...no, hurts."
Hermione whimpered at the touches.
Again, that cold glass was
against her lips. Hermione found the strength this time to turn her head away
but Ron was grasping her chin, forcing her to open her mouth.
"Please," Harry
pleaded near her right ear. "Please drink it."
Once again, Hermione did as she
was told.
She had only just closed her
eyes for a moment but Ron and Harry were gone when she opened them again. Soft,
dawn light was coloring the room grey. Someone was crying. Her mother was crying
again.
"Please, dearest, don't
cry." Her father's voice was soothing. "Dumbledore says...he says that
she can hear us."
"Hear?" Her mother's
voice was shrill. "How can she hear anything, she's hardly alive!"
Despite the pain, Hermione felt
slightly disgruntled at this. Hermione tried to tell them that despite all of
her other ailments, the burning skin, the painful eyesight, the bloody lips, and
dried throat, her ears seemed to be working all right. But all she managed to
say was, "Hear."
Her mother gasped.
Hermione closed her eyes as her
parents both scrambled to their feet in a hustle of clothes and colors. The
movement swam around her, making Hermione feel nauseous.
Her mother's hand took hers.
"Darling, Hermione, what are you trying to say?"
"Hear," Hermione
repeated. "Can hear."
"She can hear us." Her
mother was quickly dissolving into tears again.
Hermione wished she would stop
doing that; it made her heart hurt, and enough of Hermione was hurting already.
Her father's voice distracted
her, "Hermione, Dumbledore says that you must drink this, he says that it
will help."
Hermione whimpered at the
thought.
"He says, he says that it
will help." He repeated his hands were pulling her forward. "Be a good
girl for Dad, drink it."
Hermione didn't have the heart
or the strength to fight them and she was becoming used the pain.
It was dark again. Hermione
wished that time would stop sneaking past her like this. She could have sworn
that only a few minutes ago she had been with her parents in the light.
Someone was holding her hand.
Someone was smoothing back her hair. It took Hermione's weak eyes a few moments
to realize who it was.
"Sirius?" She was able
to say fully.
"Hermione?" Sirius
replied, leaning down to look at her as if not believing his own ears. He
breathed a sigh of relief and gently kissed her forehead. "I was so
worried."
Hermione was still having a
great deal of trouble muddling through her thoughts but one thing was certain,
if Sirius was worried for her then the situation must be far worse than she
imagined. "Sirius," Hermione struggled to speak through her dry mouth,
"Am I dying?"
His dark eyes went wide at the
question and his hand tightened harshly around hers.
"No, Hermione, not if you
drink this." Another voice replied.
Professor Lupin stood to her
other side, the hated glass in his hand. Sirius pulled her up. His arm around
her back, he cradled her against him while Lupin administered the vile drink.
She stayed awake far longer with them than she had with anyone else. Lupin
smiled and talked to her like nothing in the world was amiss. While Sirius
continued to hold her hand and brush his fingers against her scalp in soothing
touches.
Hermione tried so hard not to
fall asleep. She tried so hard not to lose her fragile grasp on time. But she
was so very tired, and she hurt so very much.
"Sirius," She murmured
to him, wanting him to help her, wanting him to keep her awake.
His lips were on her forehead
again, his voice soft in her ear, "Stay with me, Hermione."
But she was already gone.
~*~*~*~
"Do you remember
anything?" The Auror asked her softly.
"You've already asked her
that." Ron snapped short-temperedly.
"The more times we go over
it the more likely it is that Ms. Granger will remember something of
value." The Auror, Hermione couldn't remember his name, replied coldly; his
soft tone slipping as he addressed Ron.
"It... it's all right,
Ron." Hermione soothed in a voice that was a mere shadow of what it had
been a week ago. "H...helps to go over..." Even though her head was
beginning to pound worrisomely.
Today was the first day that she
was able to sit up on her own. It was the first that in which she was able to
take the potion on her own. And it was the first day in which the waiting Aurors
were allowed anywhere near her.
"I..." Hermione
started coughing suddenly, her chest aching with the effort. Her mother moved to
her side and helped her drink some water. At least she had stopped coughing up
blood. "...got off the train. Th... there was," Hermione paused as she
felt suddenly dizzy, "a strange smell in the air and then...and
then..." Hermione's voice cracked painfully, "I was here."
"That wasn't your usual
stop, was it? So the attack couldn't have been aimed at Mr. Potter, who usually
meets you in the Underground."
Hermione shook her head slowly,
"Not the usual stop. I had wanted," Her back spasmed with pain and
Hermione clenched her teeth, waiting for the cramp to pass. "...Wanted to
get a newspaper." She whispered hoarsely when the worst of the pain had
passed.
The Auror looked her
questioningly, "You couldn't have waited three extra stops?"
Hermione tried to smile but
managed to only force one side of her mouth up. Her muscles were still
overwrought. Apparently, she had done quite a lot of screaming that she couldn't
remember. "I was impatient."
"You do realize that if you
hadn't..." He began but was cut off by Ron.
"No, she hasn't yet
realized." He growled.
Hermione appreciated his
defensive sarcasm. She didn't need any more people telling her that if she
hadn't stopped, she wouldn't be in St. Mungo's suffering from a severe
poisoning.
The Auror switched topics
immediately. "You mentioned a smell, can you tell me anything about
it?"
Hermione rested back against her
pillows, remembering that morning that should have had been like any other
morning. "It... It was sweet. Sickeningly so. I could smell asphodel and
poppies. Then people started..." Hermione closed her eyes at the painful
memory, "collapsing."
"Did you see anyone?"
He asked.
Hermione shook her head.
"Was it a random Death
Eater attack?" Ron asked.
"Yes, the Dark Mark was
sent off only moments before the Aurors arrived. You're being there seems to be
just bad luck, Ms. Granger." The Auror stood, "I'll let you rest now,
maybe we can talk again in a few days."
Hermione nodded sleepily.
The Auror shook hands with her
father and told her mother something about how someone would be punished but
Hermione didn't care. She was still lost in the memory. There had been so many
people there. "How many people?"
"What?" Ron turned to
look at her.
"How many people
died?"
The Auror studied the notes in
his hands. "We're not sure yet, the number keeps rising, at least
fifty."
Hermione nodded, rolling the
number over in her head as she settled down to sleep. At least fifty. But the
number was still rising. The Death Eaters had killed at least fifty people for
no reason. It was the last thing on her mind as she stumbled once again into
sleep.
~*~*~*~
It was on the ninth day that
Draco came. Hermione wasn't sure how long he had been there. He wasn't there
when she had gone to sleep but he was when she woke up again. Hermione couldn't
say how long he stayed with her either, her sense of time still wasn't what it
was, seconds would slow to hours while whole days were gone through her fingers
in the blink of her eye.
"Potter says you're getting
better." It was the first thing that he said.
He stood with his back to her.
His dark colored robes blending in the shadowed midnight of her room. Hermione
wouldn't have even seen him if it wasn't for that too-bright blonde hair of his.
"Draco," Like always,
it took a great deal of concentration not to slur her words. "I was
wondering if you w... would be coming."
He looked at her, almost coldly,
over his shoulder. "Do you think this was the first time that I came?"
Hermione frowned slightly, her
head was hurting again, "I... I don't remember." Her throat hurt, the
taste of that vile potion still lingered there. "I am sorry, Draco."
He turned then, angrily,
"You have nothing to be sorry for!"
His yell made her head hurt. But
he was obviously in more pain. Draco's hands were closed into tight, white
fists. As she watched blood began to trickle between his closed fingers and
dripped onto the institutional-blue tiled floors. He was trembling with barely
contained rage. Not at her, she knew that, but the intensity still frightened
her. Hermione could think of only a few other times when she had seen him so
discomposed.
"I didn't know."
"I know that."
Hermione replied quickly.
"I never would have let
them..."
"I...I know that,
Draco." Not for the last time Hermione wanted to comfort him.
He bowed his head; the usual
finely groomed hair was loose and messy. He wouldn't look at her.
"I would have stopped them,
I wouldn't have let them." His voice was rising.
"I know th...that."
She meant to be soothing but her voice cracked painfully and Draco flinched.
"I would have protected
you!" His words were a shout.
Hermione cringed.
"What the hell do you think
you're doing?" A voice hissed from the door.
Harry stood just inside the
room, Ron a step behind him.
"We told you not to upset
her." Harry's voice was cold. Ron clenched his hands into fists obviously
ready for a fight.
"Shouldn't have let the
bastard in." Ron growled, "For all we know..."
Draco took a threatening step
towards Ron his hands twitching as he fought the urge to draw his wand.
"For all you know what?"
Hermione murmured unhappily from
the bed but they didn't hear her.
"Ron," Harry warned
his friend.
But the redhead stepped past
Harry. His face was livid as he fought to keep his voice low. "No, Harry,
how do we know that... I mean, for all we know Malfoy here was in the middle of
it. The Aurors have determined that the fumes of some unknown potion caused the
deaths. We all know how good Malfoy is at potions."
"P...please don't."
Hermione struggled against her blankets, trying to free herself from their
constrictive bindings.
Harry stood back from Ron and
Draco who were now facing off. Ron's face was bright red, his hands still
clenched into fists while his body was visibly oscillating in anger. Draco was
his polar opposite. He was very pale and still. He had finally forced his hands
to uncurl, they lay quiet at his sides, the only movement was a slight twitch to
his fingers that desperately wanted his wand.
"You think I had something
to do with this?" Draco gestured in Hermione's direction.
"Not directly." Harry
replied.
"You think that I would
slaughter all those people?"
Ron laughed harshly without
amusement, "You're a Slytherin. You're a Death Eater."
Hermione was finally able to
free her screaming limbs from the blankets. She grasped the edge of the small
nightstand next to her. They could fight if they wanted, but she was not going
to stay and watch.
Draco made no comment at Ron's
words only looked away from him angrily. "You don't know anything." He
said finally.
Ron snorted, "Oh yeah, we
know that you've got some weird thing for Hermione going on, but besides that,
what's to stop you from becoming just like your fath..."
Ron stopped short as Draco
pulled his wand.
"Don't you ever,"
Draco's entire body was shaking now, except for his wand hand, which was still
and steady. "Compare me to that man!"
Hermione pulled herself out of
the bed.
There was a surprised cry from
Harry and the other two as her feet hit the floor and she immediately crumpled
to the ground with a pained whimper. They were at her side in a second.
"What are you doing?"
Ron and Harry asked in unison as they crouched in front of her.
Draco stood behind them wearing
a guilty expression.
Hermione felt tears prick at her
eyes as she shuddered against the storm of pain that was coming from every nerve
in her body. "Not staying." She managed finally through clenched
teeth.
"Huh?" Ron questioned.
"Didn't you hear her,
Weasley? She's not staying if we're fighting." Draco gave Ron his best
scowl.
Hermione would have smiled had
she not been crying. Draco was always good at hearing unspoken words.
Ron stood sheepishly to one side
as Harry helped Hermione back into bed. "I hadn't meant..." He began
apologetically towards Draco.
"They still don't know what
potion was used, do they?" Draco asked after a moment of silence.
Harry and Ron shook their heads.
"Well," Hermione
whispered softly as her tears stopped, "someone had bet... better figure it
out."
Ron looked away from her while
Harry coughed uncomfortably.
Draco watched them both closely.
"You're not getting better, are you?"
"Of course she is,"
Harry snapped.
Ron nodded vigorously, his red
hair going every which way. "She's going to be fine."
"No, I'm not."
Hermione spoke the truth simply. There was no need to dress it up, the potion
that Dumbledore brought her helped, but it wasn't an antidote. "The...the
poison is burning me up."
Ron slowly sank into a chair
next to her bed and bowed his head silently. Harry started cleaning his glasses;
Hermione realized that he was doing that a lot lately.
"Dumbledore and Snape are
looking for an antidote. They'll find one." Harry said finally as he put
his glasses back on.
Hermione closed her eyes, she
was tired again, all she seemed to do now was sleep.
"They won't find it."
Draco said firmly.
Ron glared up at him,
"Don't talk like that."
"It's the truth. It's
obviously a potion dripping with dark magic. Your bleeding-heart Headmaster has
never gotten that stuff. It won't be in any of Professor Snape's books either.
Voldemort wouldn't have chosen a potion that he knows, doesn't really trust him
anymore." Draco began pacing as he talked.
"How do you know
that?" Harry asked.
"Voldemort would have had
Snape brew the potion if he did."
Ron got to his feet, angry
again, "So we should just give up then? Is that what you're saying?"
"Oh don't be daft."
Draco replied coldly. "We'll find it ourselves."
Harry folded his arms over his
chest, "What do you mean 'we'?"
"We, as in you, Weasley,
and I will go break into Lucius' library." Draco spoke with a pointed
slowness as if Harry and Ron were little children that needed extra help
understanding. "If we don't find it there, we'll go to the vault at
Gringotts. If it's not there then we'll think of something else."
Hermione was frowning at him,
"Dangerous." She muttered.
"Indeed." Draco
agreed. "But I'm not about to let you die. And besides, danger is my middle
name."
"I th...thought it was
'trouble'?" Hermione returned.
"Good catch," Draco
commented, "I had it changed."
"What the hell are they
going on about?" Ron asked Harry.
Harry ignored Ron, "So when
do we leave?"
Draco looked at Harry
appraisingly. "We leave now."
~*~*~*~
They never did tell her what
happened. All she knew, which was only a bit more than most people knew, was
that Harry and Ron disappeared for three whole days after they left the hospital
with Draco. When they returned, they bore signs of a fierce fight. Harry had a
noticeable limp for a week while Ron now had a long, jagged scar that crossed
from his right shoulder across his chest to end a few inches above his left
hipbone. He could have magicked it away but Hermione knew that he was very proud
of his battle scar.
But what they returned with,
more importantly than any of their injuries, was a potions book stained with
blood and one dose of the antidote needed to cure her. Their friends had been
stunned; everyone with even the slightest magical ability had been looking for a
cure night and day since the attack. But when questioned about how they had
managed to find it, Harry and Ron would only shrug. When Hermione asked what
happened they had simply told her that she would really rather not know. She
accepted that without any more questions. And Hermione got better.
Draco was back in the hospital a
night after Harry and Ron returned. They left him alone with her. Hermione
didn't fail to notice that they were more at ease around each other. Draco was
paler than normal, leading her to believe that he had been the recipient of a
fairly nasty curse, but again, they wouldn't tell her anything.
"Apparently, Snape has been
in a foul mood over the whole thing." Draco told her nonchalantly while
picking through a tin of fudge that Mrs. Weasley had brought her when she had
finally started to eat solid food again. "He's furious with Potter and
Weasley for finding the antidote. But as was expected, Dumbledore is brushing it
all under the rug, can't have anyone asking questions about why the Golden Boy
of Hogwarts had a very nasty dark magic book in his possession."
He held out a piece of fudge to
Hermione. She shook her head and he popped it into his own mouth. Just because
she was capable of keeping food down didn't mean that she really wanted to eat
anything.
"You know, I still have a
hard time believing that he's a spy too." Draco said after chewing
thoughtfully for a while.
Hermione watched him sleepily.
It was very late, or very early, depending on how you looked at it.
"Well," she said finally, "I'm not lying."
"I know that, he just so
seems the type though."
"He was once."
Hermione's voice was stronger now than it had been the last time he came to
visit. The antidote that they had found was working wonders, she could feel
herself getting stronger every day.
This wasn't the first time that
they had had this conversation. Hermione had told him about Snape the year
before while meeting him for coffee one day. She had felt that he deserved to
know; maybe things would be safer for the both of them if they knew that there
was someone that the other could trust. But as far as she knew, Draco had never
told Snape anything.
"Here," Draco said
suddenly as he set the fudge aside, "this is for you."
He handed her a box. It was
slender and ancient, covered in long-ago faded leather. The box was heavy in her
hands.
She turned it slowly over in her
hands. "What is it?"
Draco slouched casually back in
the chair next to her bed, his elbows propped on the armrests, his fingers
steepled together in front of him. "Open it."
It wasn't that he had never
given her gifts before. On every birthday and major holiday he had sent her some
unmarked package via owl post. He always gave expensive things, usually
out-of-print books or rare potion ingredients; Draco always said that money was
no object. But the way he had held that dull burgundy box in his hands had led
her to believe that money just might have been an object in this case.
Hermione was afraid to open it.
"Come off it, Granger, just
open the damn box already. I can't spend all night here, you know, I'm not
supposed to be here." Draco cut into her thoughts having correctly read her
expression.
The light was dull in her room.
Only a shaded candle gave any light. It was a new moon that night and the sky
was dark. But Hermione had no trouble seeing the item inside the box once she
opened it. It almost seemed to give off it's own bit of light. The object was a
bracelet. It was a delicate braid of silver and green. She gingerly touched it
with the tip of one finger and wasn't the least bit surprised when it tingled
with magic.
"It's been in my family for
generations." Draco began talking. "Supposedly it was a gift to my
great grandmother's great grandmother. I came across it when Potter, Weasley,
and I were in one of the Malfoy vaults trying to find you a cure. I thought you
might like it."
It was very pretty, the shiny
silver caught the candle light and twinkled at Hermione while the strange green
metal seemed to absorb the light for it was polished to a high shine but unlike
the silver, no reflection of light came from the green.
"What does it do?"
"Do?" Draco asked his
eyes leaving hers to study the bauble. "It doesn't do anything."
Hermione frowned at him she
wasn't an idiot. "You're lying."
Draco gave a mock gasp,
"You wound me."
"Draco..." Hermione
sat up slightly in the bed so that she could properly scowl at him, "You're
normally much better at lying."
He stood and took the bracelet
from its box. "Let's call it a good luck charm, all right? I promise that
it isn't evil. It wasn't made with the blood of unicorns, or babies, or fluffy
bunnies. I'll just feel better knowing that you have it."
Before she realized what he was
doing he had clasped it around her wrist. It was surprisingly light. Hermione
turned her arm cautiously studying it.
"I don't know, Draco."
"You won't even know that
it's there, I promise."
Hermione frowned at him again,
she wasn't sure that she liked the sound of that.
~*~*~*~
A month after the attack, Hermione was allowed to go home, much to the tearful
pleasure of her mother. She still had to take the antidote once a day for at
least another week, but she no longer needed to be magically monitored around
the clock.
It was strange being home again.
Never before had her bedroom felt any less like her bedroom as it did now that
she had returned to it. Nothing had changed but her. Hermione felt like she had
aged more in the past month and half than she had in all her time in Hogwarts.
She felt tired. She felt old.
Harry and Ron seemed to have
aged too. Or maybe it wasn't that they had grown older, maybe that had just
refocused on what was important. Hermione had had a lot of time to think in St.
Mungo's and she realized that somehow Voldemort had become more of a distant
problem to them, rather than the driving cause of their mutual lives. They had
hardly talked about him this year. Hermione had hardly thought of him. But now,
it was all they talked about, all that they thought about. For the attack proved
to remind them of what was important. Lord Voldemort was still out there, still
gathering power, still killing. It was high time that they do something about
it.
Hermione lay in her bed, covers
pulled up to her chin, a glass of water in one hand. It was hard to be proactive
about Voldemort when one was still bed-ridden. Hermione glanced over to her
clock on the wall; Harry would be coming by in an hour with the homework and
notes from their classes. Hermione had been furious when she found out that they
wouldn't let her come back until she could walk in on her own. It wasn't like
she almost died, well actually, it was rather like that. But she still thought
that it was unfair.
There was a light knock on her
door.
Hermione sighed deeply her
mother was hovering again.
"Hermione?" Her mother
peaked around the door at her. "How're you feeling?"
"Fine," Hermione
replied truthfully.
Her mother studied the stack of
books next to her daughter's bed with an obviously worried expression in her
matching brown eyes. "You know Darling, no one expects you to rush back to
school."
Hermione took a sip of water;
this was not the first time that they had had this conversation.
Her mother straightened an
imaginary wrinkle in Hermione's quilt. "You're father and I have been
talking and you know, it's not like you have to go back to that school at all.
You can find something else to do. Something safer."
Hermione ignored her mother.
The older woman continued on
non-perturbed. "I was talking to Molly Weasley, and she told me about how
they always thought you would become a teacher at Hogwarts. You could still do
that. I think that you would be very suited..."
"No, Mom." Hermione
interrupted.
"But it's something to
consider." Her mother replied quickly.
"No, it's not, I don't want
to do something different." Hermione's voice was fierce, determined.
"But if it's so
dangerous," Her mother was pale. "Harry' god father sent me a letter
and he says..."
"He did what?"
Her mother spoke quickly,
obviously sensing danger, "I'm sure that he is just worried about you.
We're all worried for you."
Hermione traced the embroidered
trim of her pillowcase with one finger, "I know that. But you don't need to
be worried about me."
Her mother turned from her and
began straightening the already orderly books on Hermione's bookshelf. It was an
obvious sign of her distress; Hermione knew that her mother only turned her back
on her daughter during a conversation when she was trying to control warring
emotions.
"I've spent the last month
and a half," her mother's voice trembled, "crying myself to sleep
every night because my only child was almost murdered. I think I have every
right to be upset." She began rearranging Hermione's glass figurines; her
father had bought her a tiny hand blown pig every year for her birthday.
"Mom," Hermione didn't
know how to comfort the older woman.
"I think that it's
perfectly understandable that I'm upset, that I want you to stop, that I want
you to be safe." With her last words she turned quickly to look at her
daughter. A nervous flutter of her hands sent a tiny pink glass piglet tumbling
to the floor where is shattered.
They both stared at the broken
pieces for a long time.
Finally, Hermione pushed back
her blankets and carefully swung her feet over the edge of the bed. She took her
wand out from under her pillow. Hermione pointed it at the broken glass and
mended her pig.
It was the first spell that she
cast since the attack.
"I am not quitting
school." Hermione told her mother firmly as she carefully placed one foot
then the other on the floor. "I am keeping up with my class work and I plan
on being back in class in no more than two weeks."
Her mother opened her mouth to
interrupt but Hermione ignored her.
"I will catch up on
anything that I have missed." Her voice never wavered or changed pitch.
"Ron, Harry, and I will graduate in early June. Then we will go to work for
the Ministry and we will stop the people who did this to me from doing it to
anyone else."
Her mother snapped suddenly,
"Well I won't stand for it!" Hysterical tears were shining in her
eyes.
Hermione sighed and bowed her,
"I am sorry, but it is not up to you." She had never seen her mother
like this.
"As long as you live in
this house..." The rest of the threat died as the enormity of it overcame
her mother.
Hermione gingerly stood,
carefully testing her weight on each foot. She never would have expected those
words from her mother. Never had either one of her parents spoken to her such.
Her parents had raised her to make her own decisions, to pick her own place in
life, to never give up on a goal.
"Well," Hermione spoke
slowly as she stood tall, "well, then I will have to live somewhere else,
won't I?"
Three weeks later Hermione,
Harry, and Ron moved into their flat.